梦境 11

The same was true of consuming emotions. I never liked or disliked someone very much. Since birth was like that, there have often been times when someone talked behind my back or gave me an interview since I was young, but I tend to move on because I thought it would be like that. I was happy when the adoption was decided, but I didn't show much.

While thinking about it, the briefing by the deputy captain ended.

"Thank you. Please report to the cabin team manager next."

"Yes, hello. 173 passengers and 10 cabin crew today. There are 183 people in total. Pool. Business class.….”

When was it? I had my first emotional exhaustion. Was it when Grundeschle (German elementary school) was teased for being a smelly Asian? So far, I thought it was possible, but I was depressed after overhearing the phone calls from my adoptive parents.

'Yes……. I know. But the smell won't be that bad.’

I felt the word hypocrisy then. The orphan boy who was brought from Korea by cultured people found that it was just a pity for his satisfaction. It was similar to raising abandoned dogs.

But I was thankful to my adoptive parents. I was grateful for sending a good public school just like my own son, and for letting me meet Han Jae-yi, who immigrated to Germany with her parents there. He was the only son who was loved and raised by his parents who were appointed as a university professor, and everyone liked him with his physical and appearance, which was second to his German friends. 'All of them' included me, of course.

Before I knew it, the briefing by the room manager ended. It was my turn next.

"Thank you. There's very little wind today, so the take-off is going to be fine. Please be prepared as the score may come to the destination. I'm going to look at the Pilot Flying, and the Deputy Chief will take over the Pilot Monitoring (PM). There's nothing special, so let's go stand by right away.”

It was my first briefing in Korean, so I didn't know what to say, so I finished it roughly. There was no caution due to the clear weather, and it was the first flight, but Incheon International Airport itself was not the first, so there was nothing special.