奶牛 8

The aftereffects were too great. Once a week, even if I said it was okay to make a mop, I never thought I'd make such a mess that I couldn't even get up from my seat...…. Apparently he looked down on Choi Woo-sung's Alpha.

How can I hold out if it's like this every time? The more I thought about it, the darker it became, and Isaac let out a sigh that I didn't even know. I'm glad it's not twice a week, but once a week. I'm comforting myself.

Trying to think positively somehow, Isaac sat with his hips attached to the chair behind the counter. Nowadays, I think I have more time to sit here and look up at the sky blankly than to take care of flowers in the store. It's not that it wasn't, but the weather was terribly clear and nice. The cool breeze was nice because the sea was close, and the sun was warm, so that's why.

San Diego was such a mild-climate city that it did not snow even in winter, and even people wearing short sleeves could be found during the day. Thanks to this, the distinction between the four seasons was not clear except for the hot summer, but spring seemed to be spring. The wind blowing was like that and the hot sun was like that.

On a day like this, I wish I could hold Benjamin's hand and go to Balboa Park to enjoy a picnic. I wish I could run around the lawn, eat lunch and snacks, and participate in events for children.

It was regrettable and regrettable that he could not go around with Benjamin so freely. There are so many things I want to show my growing child, but I can't go out freely...…. A deep sigh flows naturally when I think about it. I envy other people who can spend their normal lives with their children.

Someday, I wonder if I can enjoy such a normal life for myself. Thinking of a future that is hard to imagine right now, Isaac smiled bitterly. Then I hit my knee to make a thud.